trying

I think I've started to lose sight of what the 'right' thing is. Or maybe the idea of 'right' is getting warped as I get older. I do try to balance and compensate and find the perfect solution to every problem which makes everyone happy, but I think that's impossible. I wish I could though. I wish our biggest problems were who got to use the pink crayon (ahhh babysitting =]) or whatever. But it gets complicated. I just wanted to reassure everyone I'm trying, and I haven't finished either. I'm doing the best that I can.

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